Can you for one moment imagine losing not one, but both your children barely a year apart? This is what happened in my life. First a murder and then the following year a culpable homicide - both never lived to see twenty five. They were my world, so the devastation of losing them was immense, yet I have much to be grateful for and immense joy in my life that I would love to share with you as I am testimony that there is life after death and more than anything, there's hope. So, the story I am sharing with you is about them and my life with them and then of course, their horrific endings. But, there is much good in this journey as well, so I invite you to travel with me through these pages and find out what I mean in saying that.